April 1

God gives us a clue to fear in today’s reading. I have never seen this before! “Saul was afraid of David because the Lord was with David but had left Saul. Do you see it? Fear comes (at least one of the reasons for it) because you ascribe more ability and power -or even favor) to someone or something else rather than you. When you doubt God is with you and ABLE to carry out His will for you, you will fear! Why wouldn’t you? When I believe that God isn’t ABLE or when I forget God altogether and I am trusting in my ability, I am welcoming fear into the situation.

Oh God, my strength is in you, with you and for you. When you are for me I know that no enemy can triumph over me. Convince me that you are for me! Convince me that the vision you have given me still has your blessing. Forgive me for doubt that has led to fear. I want none of either – I want all of you. You are my rock. I believe you are with me and for me. I trust in you.